"How Can I Keep From Singing Your Praise" is the song that is playing in my mind.
God is so worthy of our praise and I see glimpses of His
beauty and glory in this place called Beautiful Gate.
Every day I witness the innocence and perfection of these little ones...once orphaned,
abandoned and neglected.
One of our playgroup leaders took some of our children for a
walk outside of campus through our neighborhood today.
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Goin for a walk
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They were so well behaved on this walk, partly because they
listen to and respect the playgroup leader, but also because they were so
mesmerized by the sights and sounds along the way.
Here are some things we saw on our walk:
Mud puddles from the recent rains.
Cows grazing.
Construction workers building a house.
Neighbors walking past.
Other children playing in a puddle.
The sounds of children playing at the neighborhood school.
And a few cars and trucks passing by.
The children were just taking it all
in. As I observed them; my thoughts
drifted to thinking about their futures.
All
of our futures are unknown. But the difference is, most of us do know who our family is. We do know
where we belong.
What will happen to them? Will they
join a forever family? Will they go back to their relatives in the village?
Will they go to another care center for older children?
How will God be directing their
steps when they leave Beautiful Gate?
We don’t know the answers. But for
now, Beautiful Gate is where they belong and Beautiful Gate is their family.
There are days that I just stare out
the window of my office and smile and have such a warm, blessed heart. I not
only see beautiful scenery, but beautiful people.
No it’s not a perfect place, but
some days it seems that way.
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I see little ones bringing their ball to Ron, so that he can kick it for them. They go and chase it and
bring it back to him for another kick. They could do this for hours.
I see one of our office workers stop
and talk to one of our older kids. I see and hear children who are playing
outside at the preschool on campus.
I see our school aged boy walking
home from school. He stops on the bridge as he often does, to look back at the office. He sees me…he
smiles and waves.
I see so many things that bring a
smile to my face and warmth to my heart. You may have read similar sentiments
over the last several months about this place. But they are true
and just plain indisputable. Some days my heart is overflowing and I can't help but share it and sing His praise!
How can this place with so many
stories of heartache be so incredibly joyful and beautiful?
The answer is…the presence of the
Living God.
Looking back to the first line of
this blog…”how can I keep from singing your praise..” I ask myself, how can I
not praise the God who shows Himself here? How can I not see Him in these
children and in this staff? This place is here because of His love and grace
and He shows Himself in so many ways.
The thoughts of this blog….they are my
heart today and many of my days. I hope you, who are far off, get a glimpse of
God’s beauty through those of us who witness this and walk it each day.
God is here. There is joy and beauty
all around because of Him. To God be the glory! How can I keep from singing
your praise!
Karen
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Grace loving
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